I havent written since the past 4 days and have no urge to either. Dont know why. Lack the enthusiasm. Something is bothering me but I cant pin it down. Something is impending, cant place it. Something is worrying me, cant figure it. Could it be my kids, my parents, my job? Something that I want to get out of these relationships or situations that I am not being able to? Dont know. I hope to get out of this uncertainity soon.